another day

I still here awaiting results from a MRI. its been a week and still no results. The drs think I might have MS. Great another disease raging in me. Its bad enough I am bipolar and I have rhematuiod Artritis. Now I may have MS.

I am nervous especially since its been a week I cant help but think about it/ What am I going to tell the kids? How am i going to explain it to them? Should I wait til later or do it soon. Same with my bipolar disorder. I haven't told them about that yet but should I? I have always been open and honest with them. Should I wait until they start questioning me or just come out and tell them. Hopefully soon I will know my self> Do i or DO i not have MS?

Its like my immune system and brain has it out for me. Could it be my body just hates me?? Should I be worried that maybe something else will pop up? I think I am going to take it one day at a time and deal with my life now.

Sick

I am still sick... I just can't seem to get over whatever is ailing me. Not to mention I am depressed again. I just want to sleep and not do anything else. I wake up get the kids ready for school and then i go back to bed. I am withdrawing from school this semster becuase I just cant do anything. I feel like my head is in a fog. I just cant stand feeling like this. Hopefully sooon it will get better. I am going to try and get a doctors appt to maybe get my meds adjusted.

I have to work tomorrow but my chest is hurting soooo bad. I hope i don;t have bronchitis. If i do then hopefully the dr will give me something and make this pain stop.Well its about time to get the kids off to bed.

sad day

It's a sad day. My little boy is no longer a baby. He lost his first tooth last night. I am sooooo sooo sooo sad. I am so so sad. I cant beleive he is growing up..... he is in kindergarden, now losing his teeth. pretty soon he will be graduating from high school and college and getting married. My how the years so far have flown by and i know they will be flying even more.....