Sick

I am still sick... I just can't seem to get over whatever is ailing me. Not to mention I am depressed again. I just want to sleep and not do anything else. I wake up get the kids ready for school and then i go back to bed. I am withdrawing from school this semster becuase I just cant do anything. I feel like my head is in a fog. I just cant stand feeling like this. Hopefully sooon it will get better. I am going to try and get a doctors appt to maybe get my meds adjusted.

I have to work tomorrow but my chest is hurting soooo bad. I hope i don;t have bronchitis. If i do then hopefully the dr will give me something and make this pain stop.Well its about time to get the kids off to bed.

sad day

It's a sad day. My little boy is no longer a baby. He lost his first tooth last night. I am sooooo sooo sooo sad. I am so so sad. I cant beleive he is growing up..... he is in kindergarden, now losing his teeth. pretty soon he will be graduating from high school and college and getting married. My how the years so far have flown by and i know they will be flying even more.....

Schools

Ben his outfit was adorable
Ceceilia

Ben's signature
The tile artwork







I feel very fortunate that the kids go to such a great school. They had their celebration of learning yesterday and it was awesome. It really set the bar for the rest of them. Ceceilia had the opportunity to work with an Olympic coach to the US Olympic Karate team and she earned her white belt through him.

Ben had hip hop and worked with Studio J. The owner Miss Jullian has worked on "So You think you can dance" as well as numerous other singers. His performance was sooo adorable... You have to check it out...
Those who had art are working on a ceiling tile project. They are making artwork on the ceiling tile which when done will be hung on the ceiling in the school. The artwork is beautiful here are a couple of the pictures..

Time

Well time keeps ticking.... thats the new view of my life right now.

Ben is doing better since being put on medicine. HE has actually had alot of good days in school. he still occasionally has a bad day but thats to be expected. Dont we all have a bad day here and there?? I know I do.

As for me, well, I am depressed. I wish i was manic becuase it would be easier to cope right now. I dont want to do anything, being sick doesnt help./ I think everyone is noticing a difference in me. I dont know how to explain it to them.I mean if you havent been there then you just dont know. I am tired and sick alot recently. I have some kind of stomach bug or maybe its all in my head who knows.

Well tomorrow is the kids' celebration of learning. I am looking forward to seeing ben perform> He has hip hop this time and cece has karate. I know she will do well but this is bens first performance. I am so exciting to see him.. He has been excited about this also. Its nice to see him excited abour something. He has karate next i am hoping he likes it and maybe we will put him in it. I know he can use the discpline that it teaches. Cece is excited becuase she is going ot earn her white belt. I am not sure if she will actually get the belt but it would be nice if she did. Well i am tired and ready to go to bed. Will write more later.